How do I start? where do i start... thinking bout a lot... too many things... doing a lot of planning.... making room, even when there is no room... where is everything heading to? this is what i keep asking myself... soaking myself into my music, as this is the only place i find peace... music is my life, music is my soul... it seems to lift my spirit no matter how low it goes.... i imagine sometimes, who will i be if there was no music in this life?
a lot has been happenin wit me n ppl around me, and also ppl far away from me... sometimes, i want to talk to, but one of the ppl i think i can talk to, isn't accessible and we get to fight like all d time. dunno how this started.. this was someone i could always confide in about everything, but now it's like person is not there anymore... like d person is looking for some sort of reason to keep a distance or something...
another thing is the people whom the devil want to use against my life.. people who want to see me fail... and i'm glad that they are no more in hiding and they've shown their stupid faces... ppl who want to pull down the pace at which my life should be moving...
my family... i cry anytime i think about how much i miss them... my lovely mum, d best dad in the world, d perfect sister and d sweetest younger brother i could ever wish for... i wish i dnt av to dry my eyes every now and then cos of how much i miss them.... i need them around me at times like dis, judging by what i'm going through now... the stress and the emotional stress...
i wish i could pour out everything here, but i can't cos it's gonna make things more crazy.. anyway, i also av my fun times.... like when i went to pretoria to see a friend of mine, every moment of it was fun.... although there wasn't much activity or activities but it was fun being in a new environment and being around a lot of new ppl...
School, shud start by the 25th of Feb.... am so not prepared for this now... bt do i av a choice.. i came here to talk about something i have to deal with everyday but i still can't... i will probably get d courage to do so next time.....
I miss you MUM.....
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Saturday, September 29, 2007
FLOWERS
Flowers are the most charming and beautiful object in this world. The entire world is pale without the breathtaking aroma of flowers. It defines all kinds of emotions. A flower can speak volumes which words cannot say. Sometimes the overwhelming fragrance of flowers can do wonder on any uncanny state of affairs. A human heart, no matter how much loutish he is, the mesmerizing cologne of flowers never fails in bringing a beam of joy in his face which brightens up the whole air.
Flowers are the most ideal way to express your love which even words fail to say. Flowers speak their own lingo. Different flowers signify different facet of love. Some love flowers implies love at first sight, some flowers means true love, some means loyal love, some means pure love, some beauty and so on.
Following are the flowers that delineate love. Orchid defines beauty and love, Orange Blossom signifies eternal love, Carnation White implies pure love, Gloxinia is for love at first sight love, Daisy is for loyal love, Red Tulips is used to show your love, Rydal Rose indicates happy love, Aster is a love symbol, Gardenia for secret love and Red Rose conveys the message “I love you”. Apart from all these renowned solo love flowers, there are some more that are found in bunches and are allocated a unique name. Some of the well known ones are love one dozen red roses, fragrant garden basket of love, blooming love peace lily, natural wonders love bouquet, lover’s purple mist, aromatic love flowers, loving expression, stunning beauty love bouquet, pink beauties love basket, love daisy vase, spring fresh love, splendor of the sun, peach rose love basket, sweet love basket, love dainty décor, lovers’ crimson ’n cream, pacific paradise love Arrant, love roses and orchids galore, blooming iris love bouquet, true inspiration and lots more.
The language of flowers sometimes called Floriography, is assumed to have begun in the Middle-East but is said to have blossomed in the Victorian Age, when lovers and rivals use to share friendly clandestine merely by just exchanging a flower despite the presence of their guardians and kings. Flowers can convey all kinds of emotion to your loved ones devoid of any speech.
Roses have varied classifications. The color of roses defines the nature of emotion. Following are some of the category of roses that characterizes various emotions. Blue rose defines mystery, Burgundy rose implies beauty, dark pink rose confers gratitude, light pink rose is for admiration and sympathy, orange rose signifies passion, pink rose defines grace, red rose denotes love, white rose identifies with innocence, purity, secrecy, reverence and humility and lastly yellow rose implies dying love or platonic love or infidelity. Black roses do not exist in nature but nevertheless they are often featured in fictions with many different meanings. It means roses of black color. According to Goth mythology, black rose signifies tragic love. White rose may be dyed black but that would be fake ones. It was also symbolical in the 19th century. Back then black roses use to hold a message of death, hatred or farewell.
That special someone will walk on air when you will send them this captivating blend of exquisite love flowers with some bright love balloons to add a shimmer to your gift. Try a little tenderness with all these premium ranges of lovely floral items and make your partner feel exclusively special. They will surely be fond of your beautiful flower arrangement as well as you for sending them such a thoughtful gift.
Author: Anna
Flowers are the most ideal way to express your love which even words fail to say. Flowers speak their own lingo. Different flowers signify different facet of love. Some love flowers implies love at first sight, some flowers means true love, some means loyal love, some means pure love, some beauty and so on.
Following are the flowers that delineate love. Orchid defines beauty and love, Orange Blossom signifies eternal love, Carnation White implies pure love, Gloxinia is for love at first sight love, Daisy is for loyal love, Red Tulips is used to show your love, Rydal Rose indicates happy love, Aster is a love symbol, Gardenia for secret love and Red Rose conveys the message “I love you”. Apart from all these renowned solo love flowers, there are some more that are found in bunches and are allocated a unique name. Some of the well known ones are love one dozen red roses, fragrant garden basket of love, blooming love peace lily, natural wonders love bouquet, lover’s purple mist, aromatic love flowers, loving expression, stunning beauty love bouquet, pink beauties love basket, love daisy vase, spring fresh love, splendor of the sun, peach rose love basket, sweet love basket, love dainty décor, lovers’ crimson ’n cream, pacific paradise love Arrant, love roses and orchids galore, blooming iris love bouquet, true inspiration and lots more.
The language of flowers sometimes called Floriography, is assumed to have begun in the Middle-East but is said to have blossomed in the Victorian Age, when lovers and rivals use to share friendly clandestine merely by just exchanging a flower despite the presence of their guardians and kings. Flowers can convey all kinds of emotion to your loved ones devoid of any speech.
Roses have varied classifications. The color of roses defines the nature of emotion. Following are some of the category of roses that characterizes various emotions. Blue rose defines mystery, Burgundy rose implies beauty, dark pink rose confers gratitude, light pink rose is for admiration and sympathy, orange rose signifies passion, pink rose defines grace, red rose denotes love, white rose identifies with innocence, purity, secrecy, reverence and humility and lastly yellow rose implies dying love or platonic love or infidelity. Black roses do not exist in nature but nevertheless they are often featured in fictions with many different meanings. It means roses of black color. According to Goth mythology, black rose signifies tragic love. White rose may be dyed black but that would be fake ones. It was also symbolical in the 19th century. Back then black roses use to hold a message of death, hatred or farewell.
That special someone will walk on air when you will send them this captivating blend of exquisite love flowers with some bright love balloons to add a shimmer to your gift. Try a little tenderness with all these premium ranges of lovely floral items and make your partner feel exclusively special. They will surely be fond of your beautiful flower arrangement as well as you for sending them such a thoughtful gift.
Author: Anna
Sunday, September 23, 2007
A Nice Sunday
Today started a nice day... Though I didn't go to church, I still appreciate the fact that God has given me life today. I had fun today. Talked wit my ex after such a long while, it was nice hearin her voice again, and really felt good. She's okay and all and I'm happy for her. Had a lot of beers to drink and the icing on the cake was the win of Manchester United (Red Devils) over the embattled/troubled Chelsea FC. Later just watched some Nigerian movies and here I am online just droppin a note here. I hope you also had a great day? If not, tomorrow is another day, make it special. PEACE!!!
Friday, September 21, 2007
God Is Good and Always Faithful
It's been quite a while since a broda has been going thru rough times... Times dat almost drove me crazy, but I never stopped believin in MOI...
God has been faithful to me and this time around he never let me down. I was able to pull off something by His Grace and I'm a happier person now with a peaceful heart...
Although my heart is at peace right now, but believe me when I say I need something to complete it. I'm askin God to help me get back together with the only girl I've ever loved. I wish I could do something to make her come back... I've tried everything I could but to no avail... Does anyone have any tip or ideas that could help me get back together with the only girl I still truely love?
In all things, I still give Almighty God all the Glory. I love You More dearest JESUS, you are the love of my SOUL.
God has been faithful to me and this time around he never let me down. I was able to pull off something by His Grace and I'm a happier person now with a peaceful heart...
Although my heart is at peace right now, but believe me when I say I need something to complete it. I'm askin God to help me get back together with the only girl I've ever loved. I wish I could do something to make her come back... I've tried everything I could but to no avail... Does anyone have any tip or ideas that could help me get back together with the only girl I still truely love?
In all things, I still give Almighty God all the Glory. I love You More dearest JESUS, you are the love of my SOUL.
Monday, July 23, 2007
A BeautiFul WeeK It's GoiNG To Be
Damn.. I woke up today, a happier, bigger and better man... I give glory to God for sparing my life till this day and making this morning as blessed as it was...
I'm still remembering/missing someone special to me... and i've been asking myself so many questions...
Questions like...
Why did you do this to me?
Why did u agree date me in d first place?
Why date me for so long a period?
Why did you make me fall in love with you?
Why did you allow things go so deep?
Why did u tell me u were always gonna be there?
Why did you tell me you loved me?
WHY WHY WHY???
Well, I might not have d answers to these questions but I know dat...
I still feel your presence aroung me...I still hear your voice...
I STILL LOVE YOU...
I've had a great day, hope you've had one too???
I'm still remembering/missing someone special to me... and i've been asking myself so many questions...
Questions like...
Why did you do this to me?
Why did u agree date me in d first place?
Why date me for so long a period?
Why did you make me fall in love with you?
Why did you allow things go so deep?
Why did u tell me u were always gonna be there?
Why did you tell me you loved me?
WHY WHY WHY???
Well, I might not have d answers to these questions but I know dat...
I still feel your presence aroung me...I still hear your voice...
I STILL LOVE YOU...
I've had a great day, hope you've had one too???
Saturday, July 14, 2007
today.... i can't tell wots wrong
It's today, a "Saturday", a day that I didn't wake up on a happy note... A lot of things driving me krazie, too many things I which I cud change or sumtin... Damn... dis is really krazie... I tot my mood was going to get better as d day went bye but it hasn't until now 2:27PM....
Thinkin about home, when I say home, I mean 9ja... when I say 9ja, u knw where dat @, in West Africa... Thinkin about wot things are like back home, what's happenin and why I'm so far away from home.... I miss my dearest mum... miss dad too, miss my younger ones so much...
Today has been a day I've tot about a lot of personal things, most of which I cannot divulge here.. Today I miss my ex d most in a very long while... I dnt knw why it's like this today... Today am so furious inside cos a lot of things are gradually going wrong and I feel like am not able to help it... There's presently no fun in me... Just anger and shit like dat.. I wish I cud control this situation right now, somehow, am not able to...
I want to do a lot of things, and things that are not supposed to hold me back are holding me back... I love my ex so much and I dnt knw why things shud go d way it's gone with us right now... Really tot there was a forever somewhere for her... I miss her and I miss everything we did together... I miss the kind of inspiration she gives me... I miss her presence, I miss her care and I miss her love.... She was my best friend, was my everything... Maybe today I want to give up and maybe I jst want to let things fly the way it's gone... Well, I met some chic, somewhere, after a few krazie months, but as usuall, there'd somehow be a complication somewhere, sumtin to make things impossible.. Although my only friend here in SA usually tells me that "the only thing impossible, is that which is not imaginable by you".... But I still think that there are some things that u can imagine that happen to be impossible... That's all about that... I just want to know the exact reason why am so sad and angry inside... Tot I was going to find the answer here, but I haven't... So I've gotta bounce now... Do u know why am in dis state???
Thinkin about home, when I say home, I mean 9ja... when I say 9ja, u knw where dat @, in West Africa... Thinkin about wot things are like back home, what's happenin and why I'm so far away from home.... I miss my dearest mum... miss dad too, miss my younger ones so much...
Today has been a day I've tot about a lot of personal things, most of which I cannot divulge here.. Today I miss my ex d most in a very long while... I dnt knw why it's like this today... Today am so furious inside cos a lot of things are gradually going wrong and I feel like am not able to help it... There's presently no fun in me... Just anger and shit like dat.. I wish I cud control this situation right now, somehow, am not able to...
I want to do a lot of things, and things that are not supposed to hold me back are holding me back... I love my ex so much and I dnt knw why things shud go d way it's gone with us right now... Really tot there was a forever somewhere for her... I miss her and I miss everything we did together... I miss the kind of inspiration she gives me... I miss her presence, I miss her care and I miss her love.... She was my best friend, was my everything... Maybe today I want to give up and maybe I jst want to let things fly the way it's gone... Well, I met some chic, somewhere, after a few krazie months, but as usuall, there'd somehow be a complication somewhere, sumtin to make things impossible.. Although my only friend here in SA usually tells me that "the only thing impossible, is that which is not imaginable by you".... But I still think that there are some things that u can imagine that happen to be impossible... That's all about that... I just want to know the exact reason why am so sad and angry inside... Tot I was going to find the answer here, but I haven't... So I've gotta bounce now... Do u know why am in dis state???
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